i'm not feeling as tumultuous today
the thoughts are no longer grey
still it'd be cool to see what's new
to light a cig and share a cup of brew (lol)
maybe witness some art,
or some movie where you juxtapose a savage heart
i dunno; but then again I usually never do
you already knew that so that's no debut
that felt really good though
telling me to shut the flow
it was some practical mace to nourish my face
the words werent too fancy but it felt like your grace
may as well been...honestly,
another reminder that I ain't as smart as thee:
was gonna have the title line here (see above), just to pad this into fours.
also since you left me in the void it's just been winter chores,
but still I wanna impress you, so I guess some trends remain
I know you don't believe in friendship, but can we be friends again?
see? I can still be fancy...meowzers!
won't blame you if I lost your trust, though, my vow spurs...
you've seen it before, but I'm trying to make a difference
since you've left me to sow, I seam through fake existence
so I guess i'm not as afraid to take risks now, per chance
^I saw that funyun on reddit while in a trance
yeah I hate reddit but offending them is funny
i usually just make weird posts about cabbages and sultry
yeah I know that's not a noun but I'm just reminding you that I'm a dummy
I even had to look it up to make this scheme funky...
(was aabb but now its just funky)
damn I already said that, broke the rules thrice more - now four
or is it five? anyway
i reminded you that i'm a dummy so i can still say "sorry mama"
yeah i'm retarded but thats how I cope with this persona
btw random thought but that one story where you told me about
how youd lie down and your brain would jump from west, east, north, to south
that was pretty Hauntingly Beautiful - not gonna lie.
umm. anyway bye